So.. I finally got the push to renew this domain.
It was on grace period for a very long time, I was ironically hoping it get past that and so I wont be able to renew this domain anymore and forget all the sh*t in here.
Well, since we are here, it somehow feels good to be back on WP dashboard typing a new blog entry.
The good news, I am still alive.
Bad news, I still feel like a failure.
All of the goals that I listed here way back 2018, most of them are still far from realization.
I know the problem, but I don’t know why I cant do anything about it.
There are moments that I get too enthusiastic, inspired even, but then most of the days I feel like doing nothing.
I got too comfortable, then life and reality hit me.
I am now on my lowest.
I am on a financial rut, I have been left alone, but I am still alive.
Things have to change.
Let’s just hope this wouldn’t be the last blog entry for this site in the next 6 years or so.
